Melissa|17|Taken|Connecticut
muggles in the great hall
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Country girl at heart<3
I tend to want things and people I can't have. I always keep my emotions bottled up inside, and nobody really knows me or the things that go on in my mind. I guess you can say I have a lot of mental issues, but who doesn't? The littlest things annoy me, and I have severe anger management issues. I keep a smile on my face, even when I'm on the verge of breaking down. Sometimes I just wish people would understand me and the things I do. Sports are pretty much everything to me. I always feel like I'm alone, and I pretty much hate every morsel living on this earth, but it's whatever. I am very nice, and I have a hard time saying no even if I hate you, I will do anything for you. I live in my own little world. I have no self-esteem or confidence what so ever. I hate everything about myself. I just want someone to love me for who I am and not what's on the outside. I always need somebody to talk to,but I feel like everybody judges me. I'm a paranoid. I just want to be happy for once, but I don't know how to be happy when I hate the reflection that stares back through the mirror. I am very emotional, and I cry for almost every little thing,but I rarely cry in front of people because I feel like I need to be tough. Everyone knows me as the girl that will punch you in the face and has no fears, but in reality, I fear a lot more than people would expect. I feel like I have no other choice than to act tough and hold my head up high so people don't step all over me, but inside I'm weak and I just want to be alone and cry. I think about death, well..everyday. I just wish I could see myself as a beautiful girl, but I just can't. ...i'd rather live with Peter and the lost boys off in neverland <3
Sometimes you gotta lose until you win.
"numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it" - Albus Dumbledore
Never let your prayin' knees get lazy<3
Criminal Minds is my guilty pleasure.
MatthewGrayGubler<33
"Because I know what its like to beg God just to take it all away."
